Oh what was I thinking with living on campus and having a roommate? Oh I know it would be good to get use to campus and help me feel like I belong. Now I think I will just be a pain or something to my roommate. I was looking around her myspace, just to get to know her and I found her blog about how she doesn't want a roommate because they'll get in the way, she wants to sleep when she wants to and have people over.
I are a very respecful person and I understand that living in tight quarters can be hard, but I don't plan on making anyone's life hell. I may see my room as my safe haven and while she is entitled to have people over and sleep why should I feel like I don't matter.
I am sure this is all preconceseved notion and thinking like my fears are, but still. I just hope things work out and we are both happy. We both seem to be ladies who have had a rough time and trying to get our lives back in order. We don't want anyone to get in our way.
I was hoping that this year would be better than freshman year. That I would finally do good at a university and realize what I can really do. I don't plan on giving that up, but still even the littlest thing can get in the way.
I just hope things work out to where I will be happy.
fallenorra at 3:59 a.m.